Let me happy for a while

Blogger, I am happy tonight. why? I chat with my (ex) boy friend. huaaaaaaaa... I miss him so damn! really it's unpredictable. it happened so fast and, now we still chat. haha even it's been so lately night. :) hmm, I don't tell you yet. We have ended our relationship. I can't tell you why. it was so bad, and I was so sad (hahaha seems like lyric). But, we still be friend. you know, some part of my heart still hope him back, but the other one still refuse him.

let time take part and let it flow.

kalo kata mama, jodoh gk kemana, mungkin saat ini Allah minta icha fokus. yes mommy! I will! :)

and this is I post his webcam and you know... I really want to HUG HIM !
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... I MISS HIM BADLY ! :'(



my desktop background still use our photo box :(
for sure, I wanna say, I still lo*e you :')

kalo aja semua gk pernah terjadi, kalo aja semua baik-baik kaya satu tahun pertama, kalo aja komitmen itu kita jaga berdua, kalo aja semua cuma mimpi. tapi INI NYATA :'( kenyataan yang harus ditanggung, kenyataan yang harusnya dihadapi bukan disesali. ingat dibalik awan gelap ada hujan dan setelah itu cuaca adem dan langit cerah :)